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Jennifer: I’m feeling Saint Germain, who I don’t channel very often, but welcome. 

St. G: I’m most honored to be present with you this evening in your time, in your world, in your seeming reality. In fact, you are in my reality, but you are snoozing a bit. You are enjoying your projected reality. You are enjoying your world-making, you have become accustomed to this hiding. You have become accustomed to this way of presenting life to yourself. 

It is very interesting to see the threading together, the sewing together of the different fabrics. It is as though you are making a bit of a crazy quilt with your ideas stitched together into a most wondrous composition. All of this comes together, little by little by little, with your intention to create meaning, to create understanding and to, ultimately, see yourself as you truly are, see the love that you are, as you are, and, you see, you will not look like your asserted identity. You will look like each other, One. 

You will see that falling in love with every other single human being on the planet, every other life form on the planet, every expression of beauty, every mushroom, every chipmunk, every rock, if you hold yourself in such a beautiful state of readiness to – I was going to say ‘adore’, but it is not idolatry. It is an appreciation for the miracle and the wonder that you truly are, by being the amazing creators that you are, creating this reality, projecting this outward from yourself and participating in it together. 

You have all met on the playground and said:

‘Let us create this wonderful world. Let us do this together. Let us see what it will bring us. Let us enjoy it together. Let us learn together. Let us play together. Let us have theater together.’

You see, it helps to have this perspective. Not only is it accurate that you are inventing what you are seeing, but it’s also extremely helpful, because it helps you to really begin to distance yourself a little bit from believing that everything you see is really happening to you. No, it is happening from you. It is happening through you. 

It is happening by your very nature that you have the ability to do this. What you see outside of you is not exactly real. No. Of course, you have invented it. It is a facsimile of what reality is. It has echoes of reality. It has glimpses of reality. It has hues and clues of the reality that you are a little bit afraid to actually imagine, you are a little bit afraid to embrace. 

All of you, to some degree, are still hiding, because the immensity of who you are, the immensity of the reality of the One that you Are is a bit overwhelming for the human mind. So love yourselves until you are open and ready, until you are ready to open that great door in your mind and allow the truth to be simply the magnificent truth. 

Yes, you have visions of Tyrannosaurus Rex. You have visions of things that are too much, a volcano, something that is overwhelming, something that is frightening, yes, but you will, you will outgrow your fears, my Dears.  The more that you let in the love, the more the fears will be healed. Love heals fear. 

Do any of you have a question for me? 

Teammate: Love heals fear and remembering who I am, but when you’re so… where do I go from here, with what I’ve just experienced for myself, and I know I created it, and I know a lot of …I understand that intellectually, but like, even with the La Ho Chi stuff I’ve been doing, it created fear, because, I don’t know, something that [another teammate] said to me, it’s like it can accelerate. And can you explain that more? 

St.G: Yes, I believe it may be helpful to understand that as your belief in the outer world and its threat to you is gradually questioned, you begin to question first —before you fully understand that your belief is baseless— but as you begin to question your belief, your total belief in identity and reality as you see it, your fear will magnify. This is the fear of your duality, the fear of the part of your mind that believes in duality. You see, it is something that at times your, your fears will magnify, and intensify, because you’re…[let’s say it this way] the part of you that has been in control for so long fears to give up control. It is its favorite thing to do. 

In the Course in Miracles, this is referred to as the ego. You see, it is referred to as the part of the mind that prefers to be the navigator, but in fact, has led you astray for a great many lifetimes. But you are used to this as being the human experience, and all you want is the best human experience you can have, and you look to your riches, or you look to your wonderful career opportunities, or you look to your magnificent loves that you can have one to another, your relationships. 

You look for different things in each lifetime to be your salvation, to be your reward for being human. And in fact, it really is to understand that it’s all a play, it’s all a movie, it’s all a projection, because of your fears, your fear to truly be love, your fear of your own grandeur. And it is not you singular. Remember, you are very much a part of it. But it is not you singular. When we say your grandeur, we mean the grandeur of the One, the grandeur of all that you are connected to, All That Is, and it takes a good long time to bend your mind to receive this.  You will spend many years in wonder and appreciation as the gradual dawning of All that you are opens more and more greatly. 

But yes, when you have reached a place where you begin to understand, your mind will seize up and begin to become greatly agitated and greatly frightened. And that is not the divine part of the mind, but the control part of the mind, the ego part of the mind, the ‘identity,’ the one that is fully immersed in belief, convinced of the truth of duality.  That has been your navigation system for so long, it is very difficult to give it up without having it become alarmed, [and] make a lot of noise. 

So, just know that you are going through a period of great value. You can say to yourself, ‘How wonderful that this fear is erupting in me. How wonderful that that I’m suddenly panicking, because my duality is being healed.’ See? ‘My mind is being healed back into One mind. I am allowing myself to begin to be navigated with My Divinity rather than my ego. 

Teammate: I feel like, it’s just so much effort, and not that it’s not positive — in a moment, just stop the effort, to the degree I can see, I can see, at least in this moment…’  

St. G: Don’t try too hard, my Dear, just say ‘Yes’, say ‘Yes’ and allow your angels, your guides, your Higher Self, your All that you Are to inform you, assist you, relieve you, teach you, hold you, kiss you. See?  You are surrounded by love. It can take many forms. 

St. G: All right. Good night, for this one occasion. Bless you all. Thank you. 

Jennifer: That was sweet. He’s very sweet. He’s very dear. [Thank You, St. Germaine]