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A Chat With Jeshua
(I am meditating and see the image of a snail shell with its “door” closed. I understand that our guides/Mother-Father God/ The Ascended Masters are always available to us, when we reach out to them – it is we who shut the door.)
I ask: Would it be helpful to keep the door open permanently?
Jeshua: It depends on what you choose to focus on, it is entirely your choice. We would never override your free will.
Me: But why are you SO available to us? Aren’t you busy tending to so many others with more desperate needs?
Jeshua: We are always available when we have been asked to be so – again, your choice, your free will. We operate outside of limitation, so calls on our energy are readily addressed by us, happily, as a cow gives her milk (LOL!!) – and we do not run dry. Again — Limitlessness — this too is a quality you (on Earth) carry but are as yet unaware of. We merely open the ducts, the channels, and the energy pours forth.
Me: With such intelligence, such emotional/mental/spiritual agility and skill!
Jeshua: Yes, this is part of the Divine Intelligence we -all- carry from our Parents — it is God quality. We see, we know, we understand. The interpretations and responses vary as in any relationship. But we hear your hearts and we respond with our own.
Me: Heart-listening and heart-speaking?
Jeshua: Truly, this what you are all recovering, stepping into as an expression of your new era of communicating peace.
Me: I am very intrigued and excited to be learning this new way of relating — and thrilled to be in relationship with you and my ascended selves (referring to the soul as multiple selves).
Jeshua: You are also ascended, but in a continuum, as we are, of ascending and descending. You are fully exercising your abilities of raising and lowering your vibration to experience a great multitude of things — you are just used to seeing yourselves as more static, more stuck in a certain dimension. Certainly, the dominant culture of your planet is 3rd and many choose to experience this fully. Others, like yourself, have chosen to lift this restriction on your awareness and begin to experience your multi-dimensionality. You have not ever LOST your ability to do this, it is more that you have misplaced your confidence, your remembrance. Was it not so that when you began to “see”, to “travel”, to “know” that you said to yourself: ‘I’ve always known this as myself’’? It felt very natural, because it IS natural —to each of you as your expanded selves. Have fun knowing this and playing with your own illimitability!
Me: Wow, that’s a word!
Jeshua: Fun, is it not?
Me: Okay! I’m feeling that’s enough, for now…
Jeshua: Go with my blessing. Not go away, but go forward ~ in joy ~ dancing and playing your way through life. Infinite Love.
I have been away from my blog for a year now! I guess 50 posts seemed like the top of the mountain:-)) In fact, my personal life took all of my energy, in lots of good ways, but posting was set aside. I have been saving a channeling that I took down for the occasion of a group gathering that happened a few months ago. Now it’s time to share this bit of illumination from Jeshua and Mary on how we as humans play-act with Time to create Separation. It deserves a post. In love and blessing, Jennifer
This is Jeshua. I greet you each in this gathering with utmost love. Mary and I observe you today and everyday, as we continue to support you and love you, especially on those rarer occasions when you are not being loving to yourselves. This is the real journey, is it not? Not the seeking and answering of questions – for on a deeper level, this is already known to you, so it is a play-acting, the not-knowing how the universe works. The real journey is the practice, the choosing, the growing awareness of tenderness to the self.
You are love, are you not? Well, then, why experience anything outside of this? It is because you feel comfortable with the familiar culture, the old ways of denigrating the self. Self -blame, self-contempt, self- judgment, self-pity all have to do with containing oneself in isolation from the Love of the Universe. Each of these choices — for make no mistake, they ARE choices — is a choice for separation from All That Is. And is not All That You Are the same as All That Is? Perhaps not the same in degree or quantity, such as being part vs being the whole. But the higher Truth is that, while you express and have your focus as PART of the Whole, indeed the paradox is true — you are part and you are the whole. The trick to understand this is in the definition of YOU. You see? The more limited the definition, the more limitation you choose for your SELF.
Self is not isolated, though that is most specifically the earthly game. Is a paper doll separate from the paper of which is has been cut? Only in time. Before the cutting ( a very human action) the paper doll was a drawing on the surface of the paper, paper being connected at one earlier time to all paper. And before that to all trees. Before becoming the trees, the paper doll was water and minerals, originating as sunshine.
Everything that you see in your experience as Real originates as light. Time is a construct to allow your self to convince yourselves that the sequence of separate forms is real. Having gone through so many transformations, is not the paper doll (a metaphor for your unique person-hood) is not the paper doll, in fact, light?
You wear many costumes from the dress-up box of human play. You wear many masks, enclose your true nature in many containers that are quite convincing to the mind, which is trained to trust in TIME. Without the layout of TIME, you are each and every expression imaginable in any sequencing, in any dance of expression. It is fun to express God Self as human self. You are vastly intrigued with the expression of limitation. That is fine. Enjoy yourselves. But remember, Dear Hearts — no matter how realistic your play, you made the whole thing up. So relax. Enjoy the show… have some popcorn and candy. Applaud your own creator selves. We do.
Bless yourselves with a knowing smile, a pat on the back, a cheer for your greatness. For indeed you are greatness. Is not light the greatest thing that is? Together we are all light, light expressing. Light, Love, Truth — they are all the same.
Great Blessings, my divine family.
We are your loving brother and sister, Jeshua and Mary
11-1 for All Soul’s Day 
The second friend I want to introduce is Eugenie Smallman.
She was the wife of my dear friend, the well-known and well-loved channel John Smallman. Eugenie transitioned suddenly a few weeks ago, and surprised everyone. All who knew of her passionate interest in all things esoteric, channeled, and other worldly were comforted by the knowing that she went where she was so eager to go, into the higher realms. Knowing Eugenie personally, I felt her transition intensely, not as a loss but as a exhilarating ascension into full freedom.
I was deeply grateful to be involved in a service of celebration for her life in which her unexpected journey was given the loving farewells we would have all wished to deliver, if only we had known. In preparation, I sat and asked my beloved teacher Jeshua for a message to share at the gathering. Here is what came. It is about transition in general, and as such, I hope it will be informative to all who read this. It is also about Eugenie, who I love and admire. (Shared here with John’s permission)
October 11, 2013
Jennifer: Jeshua may we discuss Eugenie to share at the service we will do later today?
Jeshua: Certainly. Let’s begin. Eugenie is fine. She has transitioned into the healing realms, the 17th dimension, where she is receiving all loving care to enable the most joyful ascendance. She will go through a gentle process of relinquishing any long-held beliefs that no longer serve. She will relinquish her attachments to limitation of any kind, and enjoy the companionship she has so longed for in the process. She is surrounded by friends of the deepest soul connection and by legions of healers to ensure a rapid transit, as this one is indeed impatient to begin her long-sensed freedom in connection with a vastly expanded self, soul/self – the total accumulation of all experience undergone on her journeys of many lifetimes.
Jennifer: Does she undergo a life review?
Jeshua: Of course. Each of you does, for your own benefit. This is part of the traditions of the healing realms. You have a picture of this – rather like an inquisition, but it is not that. It is a loving process of – in complete transparency- turning over each stone, and seeing and feeling, all aspects of each stone, each experience – to the conscious growth of your soul. Each experience adds, of course, it is not a subtracting, however the emotions that arise for what one might regret would be felt intensely in some cases, and so therefore, one is in a position to offer more loving acceptance, more tender assurance to the self – that ALL benefits, ALL is of value, every aspect of experience. You all have some regrets. There is no shortage of love in this process.
Jennifer: And she will be in attendance today with us for her honoring?
Jeshua: Of course. As you know or sense, the flow of time is not linear, and you – once out of body- are not confined to one experience at a time. She is with you and her closest beloveds, family & friends – whenever there is a mutual desire for this connection to be felt. And [simultaneously] she is in the healing realms tending to her own completion of the latest human earthly journey. She sends her great good wishes to you and thanks you for befriending her so warmly and openly in this lifetime.
Jennifer: And I send my great thanks and love for all that she shared with me, and for her efforts & commitments on behalf of humanity as a whole. I see her as spanning many dimensions simultaneously during her lifetime and consciously choosing to be a mighty conduit of higher energies onto the planet, much as the mighty trees, so revered in ancient times, and our giant redwoods of today.
Jeshua: Yes, that is a true picture of her service, with her head in the clouds of heaven and her roots deep in Mother Earth (toes tickling crystals)… and … she is greatly relieved to be released from this service, for she was complete and will now enjoy her time of renewal and re-opening to her expanded self. She sends her blessings to each of you, on this day of new beginnings for all.
That is all for now. Great love, Jeshua
the action figures on my altar
3/10/13: Here is the latest channeling… I seem to be developing a sweet thing with Mother Mary, because she came through again. I love her energy and her heart, and I delight in her word imagery, from the circle of life being pregnant to “your smile is your pebble”!
This particular message came through in the middle of a vision of a meeting in some higher dimension. I’ll describe it as it may resonate with some of you who are also doing such spontaneous “traveling”. After choosing to meet up with my teachers in a higher dimension (I aimed for 16th, which Jeshua once invited me to, but it could have been anywhere), the first thing I sensed was like breaking through the surface of a pond, and coming out into a mist-filled space. There were bright lights, like christmas lights seen through a rainy windshield (they were my guides and teachers.) I asked to be able to feel them and felt each color flash brilliantly and a sensation of an energetic squeeze from Jeshua and Mary, blue and magenta. Then Mother Mary who showed herself to me as a white peony with dark pink center. Quan Yin and Kuthumi were each a brilliant purple, and their hugs felt more tingly and breeze-like. I felt their blessings, then I was on my own and walking through a forest… the “trees” on either side were wand-like and waving and changing in spectrum from blue green to light lime green, with spirit flower of bright colors along the forest floor.
I sensed one of my familiar companions along side of me, a unicorn I call Ukiel, whose mane i was holding as we walked side by side. His/Her presence felt warm and companionable, but i didn’t see him so much as feel his fur brush against me and the silky texture of his mane. We passed by a glade every now and then, but didn’t stop. After a while we came out into an open field, which i felt/saw was surrounded on four sides with the ocean (the path went through the fifth side). In the field was a pavilion, a white tent of a soft material – where i knew the others were waiting. When i arrived, Jeshua, Mary and Mother Mary were there, and Quan Yin and Kuthumi. I was so happy to see them all (more in misty human form), and the atmosphere was bright with rejoicing. They invited me to sit, and offered me “tea” from a pot, it was more like silver liquid, and some little square cakes, like petit-fours but made from layers of fresh fruits. We laughed and visited for a while, then i asked if one of them would like to bring a message for the blog for those who would read it, and this is what came:
Good Day and Blessings to all of you. This is Mother Mary. I am delighted with this opportunity to share with you and to offer you my love and support.
This day is another milestone in your journey as souls embodied on Mother Earth. You have each expanded to incorporate such degrees of light, such degrees of trust, such qualities of expression of love that your future as citizens of light creating the New Earth as a benevolent, all-inclusive society is assured.
Always your free will is respected and honored, and if you chose to continue to play in the “Wild West” lawless danger of former days on Earth, then as such you would continue to live in the fear and the drama of your choice.
It is so beautiful to see that you are instead now choosing to set down these collective stories, [saying] STOP, and “Enough!” ~ so that you may instead begin a new narrative that engages playfulness in a more benign way, bringing pleasure, solace, satisfaction to all of your brothers and sisters who wait and watch to see if it might, in fact, be true – this inner rumor of a new way forward. They feel the possibility, but are watching you, my devoted Light-bearers, Heart-weavers, to see what might be created which will be of loving benefit, which uplifts and upholds the frequencies of greater good.
It is no accident that your word GOD is so close to the word GOOD ~ it is, in fact, an expansion, is it not, with the extra O, the extra~inclusive circle of wholeness in action, possibility~pregnant. There are many such signs in your language, and you will be amused as you encounter and decipher them. These signs or codes exist in every human language, and are the game of Spirit playing through your creations to point the way, to remind you of your divine origins, your essence.
As you have collectively begun to play in the energies of your nature as Love, SO many opportunities are being offered broadly to groups of your brothers and sisters for their en~joy~ment. The greater the joy experienced in each day, the higher the vibration of the individual, the greater the enjoy~ment of the collective of souls upon the planet, the higher the vibration in which opportunities for enjoyment exist.
You are moving the spiral upwards with all of your creative, innovative endeavors, when intention is filled with the desire to provide ease, comfort, blessing, wonder~ment, inspiration, nurturing, enlightenment, and ~ yes ~ love to all on the planet. The spiral of upliftment is powerful in its ability to generate and spread joy, which acts as fuel to continue the spiral movement into greater joy. Envision this spiral and know that with each smile, each peal of laughter, each skip, each twinkle of the eye you propel the spiral of increasingly loving vibration upon, within and extending from your beautiful Mother planet.
If joy seems elusive to you, be where you are; remember to be kind to yourself; release judgement; allow yourself to rest. You have been struggling so long that exhaustion is calling to you to ease up, lay back, sit still, and, once [you are] a bit more practiced in this kindness to self, your energy will be cleansed and peaceful and begin to generate the energy of joy once more. It is innate and seeks expression, delights in connection, and ultimately blesses all of the Universe and every level of Spirit like ripples on a pond. Your smile is your pebble and yours to throw. Have fun my dearest ones, have fun! Mother Mary.
Afterwards, I felt loved by all of them, then I just dissolved out of there and back into my room. Have a most happy day! With much love, Jennifer
Feb. 15, 2013
Earth Sky Fire & Snow
As we are ascending and moving beyond our 3-D commitment to separation — from God, from each other, from the stream of Life itself — I sometimes wonder about the nature of our connectedness. At times I have seen the elements as connectors: air, water, earth and fire. As we take the air into our bodies, though our breath, and as the wind circulates air around the planet, we are all actually sharing breath. Through the water cycle, as we take in water through our bodies and release it, water in its myriad forms of puddles, brooks, waves, snow, clouds, and so on, form and reform, sharing the same molecules. Earth connects us through the minerals in our food (going in and going out), the materials of our dwellings & clothing, as well as by the action of gravity as we contact earth with our feet. Fire connects us as the transmutation of carbon- we are a carbon-based life form- for our lights, cooking, heat, transportation, and as vital sunshine.
But beyond these elements, HOW are we all connected? — if , as Jeshua once told me, we are.
In meditation, recently, I got an image of beads strung on a mala – a string of prayer beads. I got an understanding that “we are all God’s mala” , connected through our hearts which are open… I asked for more information and got this message:
This is Jeshua and Mary speaking as one.
We see this image of the beads and the thread and it is a good metaphor, if you add holes going back to front, and side to side as well as top to bottom… each bead has multiple exits and entrances, in fact, but all share a similarity in that the center of each bead is hollow, so that the string may pass though in any direction.
Imagine your energies now seated within and extending beyond your bodies. They are porous by nature, though it is possible to temporarily erect a non-porous shield, however, your natural divine state is porous. The threads of energy, created by common experience – what you might call history – and shared emotion, shared thought, shared source, etc., are running through your energy in many directions and extending to your brothers and sisters all around you, but with flexible threads that vary in length.
Imagine the rubber toys you have with flexible spines in all directions [like sea urchins] having the capacity to elongate their spines infinitely, and to be connected to many other such shapes in a mutually beneficial bonding – you see? We are moving beyond the idea of beads in a single strand into a multi-dimensional model with infinite numbers and types of connections to all expressions of life-energy, not just human, but also animal, devic, mineral and so forth.
In fact the expression of this multiplicity of connection IS the world which appears in front of you when you wake each morning, and the play-verse you inhabit when you drop your bodies in sleep each night. It is the connection – the playful Unity – that results in creation, and creation, as a process, that creates connections as Life progresses and expands.
You have understood that you already are all connected through the elements of air, water, earth and fire, but you now can also see that on an etheric level you are connected as well, and the strands that you envision are really more like a plasma, like a medium, rather than a line, or even a series of lines.
When you think on the connective systems of communication, for example, it is easier for you to visualize, in a linear fashion, a telephone wire, and then to allow the complexity to develop until you can imagine how the wireless internet works. It is not necessary, unless it interests you, to understand how everything in the universe works, the important thing is to become aware that it does indeed function, have life, progress and expand, into a myriad of experiences, each of which blesses you with further expansion and returns to bless our Source, our Creator parents, in an infinite cycle of extension and return, revolving and continuing in its infinity spiral of Life living Life.
Is this enough for now?
Yes, truly. I thank you and offer blessings and love. (Channeled by Rev. Jennifer Donaldson)
Messages From Grace 