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July 17, 2013

This message came from a private inner conversation with Archangel Gabriel which perhaps has relevance for all of us who wonder how we are progressing spiritually. In this,  Gabriel illuminates the unhelpful way we tend to compare and compete with others, based on our schooling tradition.  I love it that s/he knows me so well… and sees the insecurities and competition that I would hide as being “immature”, meanwhile continuing to seek for some yardstick to measure my growth.  How can we measure or quantify our learning without reference to another?  We can’t.  And so competition continues to be a source of  tension and stress, defeating the reunion with our Self as love.  I admit I tend to read other channels and wonder if  my channeling has value for others. Gabriel’s clarity and tenderness offers healing to this part of me and by sharing transparently, I am extending the healing to you. The image of the torus at the end is very descriptive of this inner becoming outer and outer becoming inner as we all progress forward in love (how could we not be progressing? It is the nature of Life! 🙂

My love and blessings to all of my Earth siblings. Enjoy!  Jennifer

Who would like to speak?
I Am Gabriel. I relish this connection with you, Divine One, as you aspire to your ascension… you wonder – we do hear your thoughts, you know – you wonder if you are progressing favorably for your re-union with All that You are, and I am taking this opening you have given me to have this private chat with you.

You are Love, yes? Yes.
So, that is a huge progression from when that would have sent your mind and emotions into a flurry of qualification, but, no longer, you see? It is a journey, but there are absolutely no rules about how fast one must proceed along the path of each one’s ascension. It is not a race, NOR is it helpful to compare oneself with others – ever.

You have been taught to keep one eye on the teacher and the other on your class-mates (or “competition-mates”) – living up to imagined or stated expectation, or not and thereby failing. You still cling to the old, subconscious habit of comparing, competing and holding “expectations” that have been formulated by your teachers – those that have been in a position to evaluate your progress.

Archangel Gabriel

Archangel Gabriel

Would you call me a teacher to you?
Most certainly, my beloved Gabriel, in that you know my heart and you know my Being more clearly than I do myself at this point.
Well. Then. I will tell you. You are a shining example – TO YOURSELF – of intention, choice, action to become the Love that you yourself believe you to be. You know your world does not teach this. In fact much you have learned has acted to obscure this aspect of self – this essential nature of self – it has kept it hidden.

To whom was it [the world] going to teach the truth? Only to the special ones? Only to the ones who were quickest, most clever, most deserving, most intellectually brilliant? No, not to any of these was the world going to teach the truth. The world cannot bestow what it does not have, know, express. The world reflects the inner conflict of human-kind.

Whenever you find yourself out of balance, or out of charity with yourself, return to the simple remembrance of your essence as love; rekindle this memory, first for yourself, then share the flame with others wherever you are in your every moment. Are you not love? Why not? Because you sometimes express from a belief in all the ways that love is not – all the practices that separate you from Truth. The Truth is Love. There is no greater truth, and deep within, you know this to your core.

Remember and be your own natural, miraculous dance of love expressed in all directions, love within and love without, love above and love below, love before and love behind, love on each hand. Your hands gather love from your core and stretch out and offer love extended to all, any and every other being, until the sharing is continuous and the inside is outside in a dynamic flow.

My energy for writing is subsiding…
Yes, it is time we stopped for now. Great blessings to you, my beloved one.
Thank you for this time together.
I am always here for you and am one of your guardians & teachers.
Thank you Gabriel. I love you too.

Sunset On the Island Downeast

Sunset On the Island Downeast

It has been a month since I had enough peace and quiet in my everyday life to sit and channel.  Mostly I’ve been looking within for brief re-centering,  bursts of strength, energetic hugs, or guidance for a loved one… it has been a very busy time in my ministry, with an unusual number of funerals to do. Some may shie from such work, but truly I love it.  It is an honor to be with a family who are grieving, because of the depth of love present. Helping them to celebrate their love for the one who “transitioned” with a service of memories, stories, music, poetry and prayers is a passion for me. I am deeply glad that I can stand, steady in my faith in the goodness and wisdom of the Universe, and share that faith with those who fear the loss called death. (Someday I’ll write a book…)

After so many funerals in a row, I finally got really tired. Through perfect timing, my annual family vacation on a Maine island was the retreat my human spirit needed. Add a good dose of family love and tons of sleep, and after three days here, I feel renewed, or as we say, more like a “hummin’ being.”

So. I went to sit in meditation, finally, with the intention of adding to the blog, and was surprised and delighted that the one who came to talk with me was my old friend the unicorn I call Ukiel. After a bit of chat, I asked for a message and s/he said: Yes, let’s. Then I got a sensation of being physically rubbed silky furry face to my face, then sensed a tail swishing about (not mine!) The following message, with its playfulness and child-like style, was a great antidote to taking my self too seriously(!)

me and Ukiel

me and Ukiel

S/he began to talk:

I am most wondrous – as are You!  My being roams the skies, the void, the dimensions with ease — as does yours, when free of the physical attachment.  Sometimes you ride on my head, very small, looking out between my ears, holding onto my horn, and sometimes you are on my back.  Sometimes I canter at your side, the size of a dog… it varies according to how we want to play.  I create rainbows with my thoughts and movement – streaks of prismatic color.

(Why doesn’t this feel like the normal channeling?)  It’s fine. It’s different. I do not need you to post it on the blog, do you? I am not trying to be famous — that would be you… (yeah…it’s a compensation for my lack of self-confidence, this desire for recognition and audience…)

“Am I enough?”  Of course!!!  I wear the exclamation point on my forehead!  I am brightly, irridescently, shimmeringly happy with who I am… and remember, as you are learning with your teachers and Mom & Dad [Mother/Father God] – we are not separate – I am another aspect of you – one that radiates freedom, beauty, energetic self-confidence… I do not own this quality, I freely share it with you. It is you who makes the distinction such as: Ukiel IS and I am Not this or that… We share this aspect of creation: we create together!  We are, and are again, and here again – we are also!  Creating and re-creating our expression of freedom, beauty – and – ah yes, service… For my role in the wheel of life is as healer, as life restorer.  Where darkness has overcome any energies, or parts of any energy – I bring my wholeness, my radiance.  And with my “wearable wand” – I touch and bring light/life back — and I do this with the utmost of love – gently, graciously, tenderly ~ and then romp off exuberantly into the next adventure.

You are my companion-being – we are a team – you bring your heart, your sight, your intellect and infuse the healing with human in-sight, the ability to SEE compassionately the experience of another – and therefore we perform as one – love as one – energize & strengthen & heal as one, en-whole, holistically merging intention. Each adventure deepens our pleasure in one another, one & another… “Another one” we say and hug and prance.  “One more”, “Once more” – en-wholing, restoring, rejoicing we go, blessed and blossoming – “blessem-ing” — All-ways, forever, and Now.  Go with Love ~ we are connected.
X   [Ukiel’s mark]

This message came just as the new leaves were opening on the trees in my part of New England… with her words she is inviting us to open our eyes, ears, and hearts to the blessings that are being offered to us every day now from Mother Earth.  By being in real relationship with her,  the physically present expression of the Great Divine Mother,  we align our ascension with hers! Happiest of Springs, my brothers and sisters! Love, Jennifer spring green

I am Mother Mary.  I wish to offer you my beloved children all great love on this day.  Do you not feel the glory in the air?  Do you not hear the exultation of new leaves? Do you not feel the bliss of the newly opening woodland flowers?  They channel their divine nature, which is Love, expressed as Joy, experienced by you as Beauty.  They – the Spring signs — all are communicating the love, the joy, the beauty of life to you, as their blessing to your collective life in physicality.

If you would receive their myriad blessings, they would be most grateful ~ as it is one thing to BE in blessing, as you are, and another to SHARE in the communion through perceiving the blessing, acknowledging it and taking it into your energy ~ where you will find an answering blessing well up from your depths and flower forth for sharing in turn.

This is the bliss of beingness beginning to be available to you in these ascending times on your Mother planet. She is deeply in bliss and extends her bliss-ing/her blessings to all who tune into/turn in toward her energies.  It is so simple!

You are not separate, though you practice separation by old habits of walling yourselves into your constructed compartments. Go out of doors/out of walls more to experience the beneficence of your Mother’s love for you.  She is not restricted to her territory, but She will honor your choice to be parted from her, as any good mother will do with her emerging children.  So you must choose to visit with her.  She waits patiently, as long as you like, and her rejoicing lights the heavens when you return to her embrace!

You may be holding the idea that independence means being separate from your parent(s), that self-determination demands you going/growing away from your parent(s).  Not so.  This idea that so many cling to is based in lack of trust that your Mother truly desires your freedom —  and more, supports it.  She knows that in freedom is the creation and fulfillment of the more of All That Is.

Freedom is granted and Divinity will never take it away.  You may trust your Mother in this, she will never seek to dominate you, only to support your choices.  By being an open recipient of her love, and expressing your divine heart of blessing in return, you strengthen your true nature to enable your human self to explore and fulfill your greater potential as ascending soul in human form.

Reclaiming your relationship with your 5-D Mother Earth is the Yes! choice which will most easily and rapidly assist your own ascension! Go ahead, She is waiting for you…step into her embrace… you will be glad you did.

With great love, I am Mother Mary ~ sister expression to Gaia/ Tara/ Mother Earth and One with the Great Divine Mother of all Creation.  Blessings.

ImageRecently I had a beautiful session with Emmanuel who is now being channeled by a most wonderful young man in England called Jo. When I first heard Jo channel in December,  I confess I totally lost it I could not stop the tears flowing… tears of joy, of love, of wonder and awe, and also -truth be told- tears of profound longing to experience such a sacred relationship, to have a wondrous angel inhabit your voice for a little while….  If you have read the books by pioneer channel Pat Rodegast, Emmanuel has always maintained that we are all angels. One of the things that Emmanuel invited us to do – both on my first occasion hearing him and then again in my recent personal session, was to write a love letter to one’s self.  He explained that it would be from our angel within. He said it would help us to believe that we have an unending well of love and support within us at all times. I thought it would be encouraging to share one of my love letters here. I truly believe the message is as true for all of us

Love Letter to My Human Self from My Angel Self

Greetings this day.  I am Love and I am You.  Breathe that in.  Let it settle.  I am Love and I am You…. (pause)

We are in the midst of becoming acquainted on the conscious level now…Yes? (Yes)

You do know me really, and express from your highest levels in moments of delight, appreciation, compassion –  when you feel the flow of love extending to you & you & you – every level of the self, every facet of the self, every level of Self~Wholeness~AllThatIS, every facet of Self~Wholeness~AllThatIS.

Your outbreath is shared directly with All That Is.  All that you know, experience, all that You Are shares freely with all levels, and travels to where it is most uplifting, as the Spiral of the Universe uplifts… always ~ a stairway, a spiral of Infinity that moves through all dimensions, moving upwards constantly.

We your higher expressions are not “better” than you, not “greater” [as in more important] than you, we Are you, and you, and you.   We are coherent, cohesive, consistently together because we have not been living the dream of separation as recently as you have in your human journey.

We are most grateful for all you bring to Oneness, to Awareness.  Every single dandelion you pick for us, every single human sensation of physical experience is a gift to your greater [larger] Self.  Have you disqualified these? Thought: this is no good/undesirable/worthless?  [To us] Never. These are merely your mind’s judgements- the games of qualifying & disqualifying that you have played in duality.  Is there not even yet a sense of – is This (this channeling, moment, word – whatever) good enough?  It IS, Dear Heart – it most certainly is.  Because it IS.  That is all.  It IS.

You have brought it forth from your heart of trust, from your desire to know more of yourself, from your commitment to grow into your wholeness.  How can that be perverted or subverted?  This level of interference is not possible at this level, because you are guarded – surrounded – your love field is enormous – porous and yet impenetrable by all that is not love.

(Question: Is not love by itself a kind of qualification?)  Yes, it is a knowing of truth, a core vibration by which one climbs out of the lower vibrations in to your truth of being.  If you mean by that question to use it as a tool of self-doubt, thereby “do I love enough?” then it is a means of duality qualification.  If you mean “can I know truth by the quality of love therein?” then yes, it is a true guide-rail.  Quality and qualification are not the same energies, but you see where language can trap the mind?

Let us say now to you in no uncertain terms:  you are loved, of love, in love, by love, through love, lover, lovest, most love imaginable – but not more than another – just beyond your grandest imagination. You have held most faithfully and sincerely to your core of love, and we are most grateful for this.  Whenever you are in doubt of your strength ~ return to love.  Whenever you are in need of reminding ~ return to love, whenever you are in need of blessing (or are suffering the belief in lack in any form) ~ return to love.

Look to us, to all who love you ~ you will always be answered, always be mirrored (do we not mirror your divinity just as human friends mirror your humanity?)

We are beyond enough, Our Great Love, we are love ~ surpassing!

We welcome this opportunity to write with you, and invite you to play in Our own wholeness of love, as often as you like.

In Joy ~

Your/Our Angel Self,  the Self of LOVE.

Angel Light

I know winter is almost over… but this is too good to save til Christmas!

the action figures on my altar

the action figures on my altar

      3/10/13:  Here is the latest channeling… I seem to be developing a sweet thing with Mother Mary, because she came through again.  I love her energy and her heart, and I delight in her word imagery, from the circle of life being pregnant to “your smile is your pebble”! 

      This particular message came through in the middle of a vision of a meeting in some higher dimension.  I’ll describe it as it may resonate with some of you who are also doing such spontaneous “traveling”.  After choosing to meet up with my teachers in a higher dimension (I aimed for 16th, which Jeshua once invited me to, but it could have been anywhere), the first thing I sensed was like breaking through the surface of a pond, and coming out into a mist-filled space. There were  bright lights, like christmas lights seen through a rainy windshield (they were my guides and teachers.) I asked to be able to feel them and felt each color flash brilliantly and a sensation of an energetic squeeze from Jeshua and Mary, blue and magenta. Then Mother Mary who showed herself to me as a white peony with dark pink center.  Quan Yin and Kuthumi were each a brilliant purple, and their hugs felt more tingly and breeze-like.  I felt their blessings, then I was on my own and walking through a forest… the “trees” on either side were wand-like and waving and changing in spectrum from blue green to light lime green, with spirit flower  of bright colors along the forest floor. 

I sensed one of my familiar companions along side of me, a unicorn I call Ukiel, whose mane i was holding as we walked side by side. His/Her presence felt warm and companionable, but i didn’t see him so much as feel his fur brush against me and the silky texture of his mane.  We passed by a glade  every now and then, but didn’t stop. After a while we came out into an open field, which i felt/saw was surrounded on four sides with the ocean (the path went through the fifth side).  In the field was a pavilion, a white tent of a soft material – where i knew the others were waiting.  When i arrived, Jeshua, Mary and Mother Mary were there, and Quan Yin and Kuthumi.  I was so happy to see them all (more in misty human form), and the atmosphere was bright with rejoicing.  They invited me to sit, and offered me “tea” from a pot, it was more like silver liquid, and some little square cakes, like petit-fours but made from layers of fresh fruits.  We laughed and visited for a while, then i asked if one of them would like to bring a message for the blog for those who would read it, and this is what came:

Good Day and Blessings to all of you. This is Mother Mary.  I am delighted with this opportunity to share with you and to offer you my love and support.

This day is another milestone in your journey as souls embodied on Mother Earth.  You have each expanded to incorporate such degrees of light, such degrees of trust, such qualities of expression of love that your future as citizens of light creating the New Earth as a benevolent, all-inclusive society is assured.

Always your free will is respected and honored, and if you chose to continue to play in the “Wild West” lawless danger of former days on Earth, then as such you would continue to live in the fear and the drama of your choice.

It is so beautiful to see that you are instead now choosing to set down these collective stories, [saying] STOP, and “Enough!” ~ so that you may instead begin a new narrative that engages playfulness in a more benign way, bringing pleasure, solace, satisfaction to all of your brothers and sisters who wait and watch to see if it might, in fact, be true – this inner rumor of a new way forward.  They feel the possibility, but are watching you, my devoted Light-bearers, Heart-weavers, to see what might be created which will be of loving benefit, which uplifts and upholds the frequencies of greater good.

It is no accident that your word GOD is so close to the word GOOD ~ it is, in fact, an expansion, is it not, with the extra O, the extra~inclusive circle of wholeness in action, possibility~pregnant.  There are many such signs in your language, and you will be amused as you encounter and decipher them.  These signs or codes exist in every human language, and are the game of Spirit playing through your creations to point the way, to remind you of your divine origins, your essence.

As you have collectively begun to play in the energies of your nature as Love, SO many opportunities are being offered broadly to groups of your brothers and sisters for their en~joy~ment.  The greater the joy experienced in each day, the higher the vibration of the individual, the greater the enjoy~ment of the collective of souls upon the planet, the higher the vibration in which opportunities for enjoyment exist.

You are moving the spiral upwards with all of your creative, innovative endeavors, when intention is filled with the desire to provide ease, comfort, blessing, wonder~ment, inspiration, nurturing, enlightenment, and ~ yes ~ love to all on the planet.  The spiral of upliftment is powerful in its ability to generate and spread joy, which acts as fuel to continue the spiral movement into greater joy.  Envision this spiral and know that with each smile, each peal of laughter, each skip, each twinkle of the eye you propel the spiral of increasingly loving vibration upon, within and extending from your beautiful Mother planet.

If joy seems elusive to you, be where you are; remember to be kind to yourself; release judgement; allow yourself to rest.  You have been struggling so long that exhaustion is calling to you to ease up, lay back, sit still, and, once [you are] a bit more practiced in this kindness to self, your energy will be cleansed and peaceful and begin to generate the energy of joy once more.  It is innate and seeks expression, delights in connection, and ultimately blesses all of the Universe and every level of Spirit like ripples on a pond.  Your smile is your pebble and yours to throw.  Have fun my dearest ones, have fun!  Mother Mary.

Afterwards, I felt loved by all of them, then I just dissolved out of there and back into my room.  Have a most happy day! With much love, JenniferOLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA

Feb. 24, 2013

Burning Bush in Winter

Burning Bush in Winter

 I was musing on the beauty of a fresh blanket of snow this morning  and how snow feels like “blessings made visible”.    The first blessing is found in the loveliness of each individual snowflake in countless numbers co-creating the serene and fanciful scene that delights my   eyes. The blanket of snow calls me into a curl of coziness offering the blessing of extra rest, much needed after the last few weeks of stress   and travel, due to my mother’s illness.  Later, when the snow melts, releasing form, it will sink into the body of Mother Earth, blessing her skin, her soil, like the most nurturing of moisturizers. 

After the heavy skies yield their load of miniature art, the ensuing light becomes an invitation to enter into the miraculous landscape;  I caught this photo of the winter garb of a “burning bush” on the terrace, another blessing.  Gratitude sings return blessings to Mother Earth and Father Sky, for their visible manifestations of love.

 Later on, I took the peace and blessings of the snow into meditation, and asked Mother Mary to partner with me in a channeling for the blog. Her words about Mother Earth rang in my heart, echoing the morning’s musings:

      I am Mother Mary. I offer you this message in light of recent developments in your land.  Gone are the power-brokers who have brought such devastation to your land. [?] The secret has been broken open and the truth is leaking out, quite rapidly, only you have not yet heard of it in its totality.  From where we stand, we can see the entirety of the movie, so to speak, while you see it frame by frame.

Time will tell what exactly this refers to; it felt somewhat cryptic, but she continued:

       I am a handmaiden of our Divine Mother, as are many of you, incarnated to fulfill your promise to restore her to full health and glory, and to assist in her ascension.  Your planet is a physical expression of the Divine Mother, and as such, she is in a position to assist you in the most nurturing and life-giving ways.  Your forgetfulness of her as a Divine Being has created her current ill health, but this is even now turning around, allowing a forward movement of joyful velocity into the 5th dimension.

       Her ascension was requested, chosen, long ago, but she has awaited the awakening of all her children, which is occurring in a huge wave of Love passing around the planet, as her physical body – the Ground of YOUR Being – is emitting and absorbing the [light of] the heart flames lighting up all around your world. Each day millions more of her human children are uncovering their hearts and activating new levels of appreciation for all that she offers in unstinting love, patience, devotion for you, her children of all ages, birthed of the elements of her body, sustained in her air and water, warmed by her firey heart.

       But even with the most perfect physical environment of co-creation, there would be no life without Spirit.  It is this element, so long neglected, that is speaking to you now, her Spirit as embodied Divinity, is shining more brightly and moving many hearts to tears of gratitude.

      Her beauty IS her Spirit, showing through matter, and it is her beauty, wherever you notice it, that has been always, and will now renew itself to be, your main sustenance.  Her beauty, her soul emanating through the elements, calls to you to come and dance with her, invites you into her embrace, and lifts your chin tenderly, gazing though your eyes, telling you of her vast and ever-present love.  Seek her and you will find the joy that you have always longed for, in her gaze, her voice, her embrace.

Be in blessing, as you were born to be~

      Mother Mary

I hear your love beneath these words and I thank you.   Jennifer Donaldson
https://channelingrace.wordpress.com

Feb. 15, 2013

Earth Sky Fire & Snow

Earth Sky Fire & Snow

As we are ascending and moving beyond our 3-D commitment to separation — from God, from each other,  from the stream of Life itself — I sometimes wonder about the nature of our connectedness.  At times I have seen the elements as connectors:  air, water, earth and fire. As we take the air into our bodies, though our breath, and as the wind circulates air around the planet, we are all actually sharing breath. Through the water cycle, as we take in water through our bodies and release it, water in its myriad forms of puddles, brooks, waves, snow, clouds, and so on, form and reform, sharing the same molecules.  Earth connects us through the minerals in our food (going in and going out), the materials of our dwellings & clothing, as well as by the action of gravity as we contact earth with our feet.  Fire connects us as the transmutation of carbon- we are a carbon-based life form-  for our lights, cooking, heat, transportation, and as vital sunshine. 

But beyond these elements, HOW are we all connected? — if , as Jeshua once told me, we are.

In meditation, recently, I got an image of  beads strung on a mala – a string of prayer beads.  I got an understanding that “we are all God’s mala” , connected through our hearts which are open…  I asked for more information and got this message:

This is Jeshua and Mary speaking as one.

 We see this image of the beads and the thread and it is a good metaphor, if you add holes going back to front, and side to side as well as top to bottom… each bead has multiple exits and entrances, in fact, but all share a similarity in that the center of each bead is hollow, so that the string may pass though in any direction.

Imagine your energies now seated within and extending beyond your bodies. They are porous by nature, though it is possible to temporarily erect a non-porous shield, however, your natural divine state is porous.  The threads of energy, created by common experience – what you might call history – and shared emotion, shared thought, shared source, etc., are running through your energy in many directions and extending to your brothers and sisters all around you, but with flexible threads that vary in length.

Imagine the rubber toys you have with flexible spines in all directions [like sea urchins] having the capacity to elongate their spines infinitely, and to be connected to many other such shapes in a mutually beneficial bonding – you see?  We are moving beyond the idea of beads in a single strand into a multi-dimensional model with infinite numbers and types of connections to all expressions of life-energy, not just human, but also animal, devic, mineral and so forth.

In fact the expression of this multiplicity of connection IS the world which appears in front of you when you wake each morning, and the play-verse you inhabit when you drop your bodies in sleep each night.  It is the connection – the playful Unity – that results in creation, and creation, as a process, that creates connections as Life progresses and expands.

You have understood that you already are all connected through the elements of air, water, earth and fire, but you now can also see that on an etheric level you are connected as well, and the strands that you envision are really more like a plasma, like a medium, rather than a line, or even a series of lines.

When you think on the connective systems of communication, for example, it is easier for you to visualize, in a linear fashion, a telephone wire, and then to allow the complexity to develop until you can imagine how the wireless internet works.  It is not necessary, unless it interests you, to understand how everything in the universe works, the important thing is to become aware that it does indeed function, have life, progress and expand, into a myriad of experiences, each of which blesses you with further expansion and returns to bless our Source, our Creator parents, in an infinite cycle of extension and return, revolving and continuing in its infinity spiral of Life living Life.

 Is this enough for now?

Yes, truly. I thank you and offer blessings and love.  (Channeled by Rev. Jennifer Donaldson)

January 28, 2013

Preface to Mother Mary: Grace is Now Your Daily Bread, channeled by Rev. Jennifer Donaldson.

I read a lot on other new age blogs about how many lightworkers are feeling “disappointed” in the promised ascension, that things don’t appear different, and while I too hoped for a more dramatic increase in palpable light, i have come to trust that our collective pathway (which has been created already from our higher levels of wisdom in collaboration with our Teachers and Guides and Divine Parents) has been designed to be as gentle as we would allow, and timed perfectly for our individual wills, to choose the most sustainable pace.  What fun would it be to be catapulted through our remaining resistance, and then feel ourselves being sucked back down to the level we can sustain??

We have come such a very long way in our lifetimes, my dear Brothers and Sisters!  Let us be compassionate with ourselves and honor our own pace.   Impatience is natural under the circumstances, and I feel it too, but when I feel into it, it feels like it is rooted in fear of not arriving in time, not being able to keep up with others, not be “qualified” to ascend.  We share this on the human level, this tendency to worry that we won’t “make it”.  The polarity to this worrying is  “expectation” – perhaps we can soothe our fear of not ascending (missing the boat) with “hope”, with “expecting” everything to be SOON much better than it is now. 

This is our creatorship at work, we have a  fear, which is uncomfortable, so we project it into “making it better” in our minds.  Since it is not a creation based in love, it does not truly help us manifest anything “better” or more full of light.  When I feel into my love, my heart, I am reassured that we are progressing beautifully, and as we can allow more light into our knowing, more trust, we are ascending naturally.  When i feel the need for reassurance,  I find comfort in tuning in to the loving and positive words which are available from the higher realms. Sometimes, I find Mother Mary just right there, so this post conveys her words to us all.  Shared in love, Jennifer   (and now to the channeled message)>

Mother Mary would you like to offer a message for the blog? Mother Mary folk art

Yes, dear.  I am most grateful for the opening you have created in this blog to share words of blessing and love, words of consolation and clarity, words of gladness and the gifts of grace.

Many think of me as full of grace ~ and I am.  It is my joy to maintain this full and open and LIVING connection to the flow of love ~ it is like standing in a waterfall, only the water is pouring through me as well as all around me, with the water being the living power of love.

It is indeed blissful and blessing-ful and from this fullness there is an unending pouring of sharing.  Come near and you will be splashed by the mist, entranced by the rainbows, moistened in the quickness of grace.  Let yourself step closer and be sprayed, get your hair wet, splash your hands in the cascading stream of life.

Oh, my dear ones, step entirely into the stream and feel the glorious energy ~ as Living Water ~ penetrating your crown chakra and coursing through your being. It is glorious! It is the most fun imaginable!  Do you hesitate? Do you not trust yourselves? Do you fear the power of the flow will carry you under?  The stream of Life will always carry you to greater life, more life, more love, expanded knowingness/awareness of bliss.

Be not afraid of your own response of bliss.  You have grown into this.  You have the capacity, now, for this ~ each of you who have heard your heart’s longing to know more of who you are.  You are love, dearest ones.  Allow yourself the experience of letting yourself feel an ever-expanding flow of being Love. LOVE> LIFE> FLOW> ENERGY> LIGHT ~ all one ~  this is your inheritance, given you by Your Divine Parents, from whom you became Life.

Your path has led you through the great portal of 12-21-12 and you are now coming through the fog and into the field of possibilities.  Explore my dear children!  If you are weary, you may sit in the sunshine and have your picnic and snooze a bit, but then, open your eyes to the New Earth that is birthed of your collective hearts and celebrate!

Play on her in all the literal/physical and metaphorical/spiritual ways you can find – splash in the waterfall, climb the peaks, stretch out in the sun on the sand with the surf tickling your toes.  You have arrived dearest ones!  Grace is now your daily bread – do not be afraid to open your mouths and taste the embodiment of divine love that is your New Earth.

We rejoice with her, we rejoice with you, we embrace you with joy, Mother Mary

This post is a conversation with my Higher Self, which I call Amami (which roughly translates as LoveMyself — a challenge, isn’t it?)  After all the excitement of the Shift, which I saw as a portal from 12-12 to 12-21, 2012, and celebrated on Maui in sacred circle, after all the jubilation… there was a period of “not much happening” and then, for the last two weeks, a period of confusion, like  white-out conditions in a snow storm.  I couldn’t quite get my bearings, nothing seemed very real, or to be “important”.  Christmas passed gently and sweetly in a minimalist fashion (3 ornaments, a few cards, a little Christmas music,  family time, peaceful and loving).  New Year’s was the usual early bed in this household.  And yet, the ending of the old/beginning of the new felt Different, more significant than anything I have known in my lifetime.  Under the surface, it felt like Everything had changed… placing before me (and all of us) a clean slate on which to draw a new picture. I began to entertain some radical new ideas and drop other plans that had felt so pressingly important just a month earlier.  This stirred the confusion of course, though it was interesting to some part of me that used to get so caught up in Plans.  I went to my trusty Inner Guide for some clarity.  Here’s the conversation:

Me:  I want to see the big picture!  I feel I am being given it pixel by pixel and it’s taking sooooo long to load!

Amami:  This is the journey you have chosen.  Accept each pixel with wonder and appreciation. Each pixel is a bit of the whole and contains clues, wisdom, inspiration, truth.

Me: I guess I see the pixels and say “this is so tiny, so small.”  Like a snowflake, it is beautiful and unique, and a precious part of the whole, but I feel so impatient!

Amami:  It is because you are afraid you will miss  something,  miss seeing important bits, miss seeing the final one which would complete the picture and thereby miss the whole picture.  You are afraid you will sleep through it, or fail to appreciate enough to be allowed to be given the wondrous final experience.  This is not possible.  You have the rest of Eternity to see the big picture.  This time is for the game of the puzzle.   See the picture slowly unfold, appearing as it is put together piece by piece – Through Your Experience.   You are not being Given the pixels, they are your choices – your experiences.  Enjoy the process.  It is inevitable anyway,  you might just as well have fun! 

Posted by Rev. Jennifer Donaldson, with love and wonder at the ongoing miracle we live.

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